I'ts just a random post...
After so many months of MIA, I think i'm not used to blogging anymore.
At first plan to upload some photos, dut due to some problems, there won't b photos the meantime.
After starting work, life gets sort of monotonous.
Sometimes after work, you just don't feel like going anywhere. So back home and continue just like that. Day after day. Week after week. Month after month.
Even if do go out, just the thougth of working tomorrow, makes one just want to go to somewhere so It will not be so late by the time, you got back home.
And this is what I see in my colleagues. It just makes me scare that this routine would be seen in me a few years down the road.
Perhaps in my line of work, its hard to meet new people. So I can actually some match-making going on in my department. And the person being match-made actually don't mind. And even that she is old already. Should get hitched up soon. (lets just put her age range from 24-27)(Picturing the scene in your mind, is quite scary isn't.)
Previously, the usual shopping trip will be like: there is always somethings to get or buy. Now, nothing seems to be worth buying.
So I see some colleagues fashion sense stays at their youth times. Though some are quite fashionables. But having a person in 30s to 40s in late teens n young adults clothes is an eyesore.
At school, there will always be some breaks in between classes. At work, there isn't. In school, there will be friends. At work, however close you are with your colleagues, you know that there will always a invisible barrier. You cant share secrets, things, for fear of them making a joke out of it behing your back.
This scenes happened at just my workplace. Whenever a colleague was on leave or just go to the ladies, they would said alot of bad things about her. I would always hear such stories during lunch or during overtime.
This makes me wonder if I had been the subject in such suitations. Even though some treats me like a daughter or a small sister to them, but its different.
So after working, I discovered the joys of being a full-fledge student. Life is simpler and more fulfilling...
You turned me into a doll.