These few days i keep checking my letter mail n mail.... for love letters.... haha.... no lah... is for any news of attachment....
cos on last fri, one of my friend has alr noe tt she is on attachment le tis sem, den we dun receive ma... so we scared tt we
cant be tgt anymore le... den we think of reasons to say wan to change to 2nd sem so we all can b tgt... but luckily... e reasons r not needed anymore le... cos
E 3 OF US R GG ON ATTACTMENT TGT... so happy...though we all r posted to diff co. but at least we r all posted tgt to go on e attachment... but now i'm scared tt e ppl in e co. r not nice n they will back-stab ppl de... scared tt e reporting officer will b v firece cos is MS.... n i scared tt i will get scolded... n there is no one is tok to me... no one to eat wif me... as e office i'm posted to is 21st level so i scared if lift spoil den i muz climb till siao le... n if close to reporting time le but i late den oso cant climb... e co. tt my friends (except one still dun noe is posted to where...) r posted to, r food muz b v v ex de... den we even said tt hav to tao pau food there to eat cos e pay is not enuff to cover transport n food de...
b4 starting work... we alr disscussed to meet n go hm tgt le n if no one to tok to at lunch... we 3 hold conference le... haha... tink too much n so far le... n can go out after work tgt le... haha...
but den b4 i receive e letter.... i dreamt tt got 1 friend (considered nt in my click de) n i posted to e same co. n she drag me down wif her when get scolded... n e boss is lyk scolding me onli... not her oso... n is in front of e co somemore... is tis e so-called bad omen... mayb tis is a blessings in disguise ba....
but she so far haben asked me abt anything yet so.... n i dared to ask her oso... so lets juz leave it as tt ba... haha....
You turned me into a doll.
went to chinatown to shop ard wif my sis n mum for cny clothes... e biggest shou huo beneficiary is my sis.... n I is e least shou huo beneficary.... surprisingly....
I actually lyk all e clothes tt my sis had brought... n all those are actually those tt i hav set my eyes on but den as e sizes doesn't fit me... i pass them to my sis... haha... fei shui bu lui get wai ren tian ma... haiz... such a pity... i cant wear them...
n all one funny incident... when testing e clothes... got one cust actually said e clothes I wearing is nice n ask her daughter to bought e clothes... but luckily i got it first... cos left onli 2 pieces after i took it... (n e colour is not tt nice le)...
walk till leg pain le tt day... haha... everywhere was so crowed esp in e shops n e testing of clothes still need to wait for so long de... haiz...
had dinner at e big big coffee shop there... e tang bao looks so nice... try it next time... haha... den shoping time again after we eat to our fill le... den is home sweet home...
my mum v lucky... got a lady give up her seat to my mum cos she said tt my mum is falling alsleep le... but is actually she wan to tok wif her friend but she pai seh so she said till lyk tt... but who cares... my mum got a seat...
You turned me into a doll.
went out for breakfast wif min n xin after they fin their job... den they come my hse to find or can be said is to wake me up ba... heex... min even worse... purposely come n use my toilet de... haha... okie... no lah... jking onli... she juz at tt time wan use onli...
had vegetainrian noodles... they lyk e noodles at my hse there... when come here eat als eat tis stall de.... xin first time try e veg lor mee after my recommendation... haha... luckily it's to her liking... after eating... we go to e cc to chit chat n gossip some more... haha... chat for a long time till it started drizzing... den we started to tak pao for my mum n sis b4 we all home sweet home le...
had a busy day e whole day after breakfast... been doing spring cleaning e whole day... n i hav to help my mum to dump e rack... is heavy de lor...
You turned me into a doll.
My audit tink can say fun ba... cos in class, we still play games de den nv go thru tut.... n end up got alot of outstandings tut... but cher is yong xin liang ku lah... play e games is to understand e point of e audit tt we r doing....
e.g. play e snatch e card game - got counter, trickster, fair. e aim is to mess up e opponent team's card by snatching n putting in cards so tt they hav to recount all over again... is fun... can get v voiloent though... haha... den my grp hold on their cards so tight in e hands tt they can snatch but can onli put cards... heex... (tis game is to learn e audit of petty cash)
another game is e role-play de.... ah yue is e client (she unlucky b e hostile type de), mariani n another friend b e auditors, another friend n I b e observers... (tis game is to learn to communciate wif e client)
N during e lect, e lecturer help e whole lect do own our working papers... n he joked tt he is violating e rules of auditing: nv audit ur own work.... but den he nv go thru all de... left 1 for us to complete lor by our own... he sld hao ren zhou diao di ma.... fin for us as well... haha...
Dun noe during when e lect, we get news of attachment... n those selected r to go e briefing on thurs... make all of us scare cos we dun wan to b separated fr each others... we dun wan to go to lect, tut alone... n dun wan to eat alone...
You turned me into a doll.
The day is quite short... so after e 2 hr lect, I went to IMM to shop wif ah yue... had Long John Sliver for lunch... den walk ard somemore... at first wanted BK... but den is ex lor... n we no coupon... den wanted to ask for student meal but tink is still ex lor... n if ask le den dun wan is v pai seh loe...
thkfully... tt day i mange not to buy anything accessories... cos i almost als ending things when go out... after some shop ard...
we went to giant to mai cai... n lah... inside got e section where sell all e snacks de... addicted to e choco fondue there... haha... come is buy 1 get 1 free n got students' special somemore... haha.... so happy... jian diao bian yi... haha... den buy e soya cookies.... look not so nice (like hard hard dry dry like a rock like tt de...) but is nice de... haha... ah yue buy e ice-creame... look so nice n she keep tempt me tt day... haha...
after left IMM for sch (me), n ah yue home sweet home... went back for e closing ceromony or rather e certificate presentation ceronmony... erm... everything was not well-organised lah due to some probs....
n it seems tt e probs r quite big enuff to render e attention of e 'senior centizens' (those ex n dun noe how many times ex de hi club president n v-p)... they break us up into grps n hav a tok wif us... but our grp de atmosphere is e worst le ba cos e junior grp after still can play games de.. ours is lyk got rotact ppl n e post is big de come n tok to us lor... hope they will not come n find us... haha... but tink they will come up wif smth ba...
tok for v long n those who had accumulated greivances tis time round is reali pour out everything.... but abit too scarely le cos some v angry v zhi dong... some quite sad... sad tt we hav no passion anymore... sad tt it gg to b a bye bye club...
but hi club hav reali given me many opportunties tt addemacia I may not hav... found many new freinds which I will not hav known due to antisocial... haha... but hav taken alot of time oso... haha... but allow a greater bondings wif my feng dian...haha...
so in all... after a long time in hi club... i actually lyk hi club le... heex...
You turned me into a doll.
Fall sick in e morn today... v. terrible e feeling... my hands even tremble... n my friends saw me... they oso scared... scared i faint suddenly... haha... (den a shuai ge wld come cpr on me... heex... )tink (or sld i say cmf) those who saw me during tt time r scared by me de...
cos my behaviour n face colour sure look scarely to them... den my friend had to go buy medicine for me tt day n she sure pai seh de lor... hahah... (not gg to say y...)at first wanted to go home tt day de... but den lyk v wasted lei cos come here alr... den go back...
but luckily after e medicine... vomit out... (in e toilet...) I much better le... cos e friend who is late come le den i see her face i scared till well le... haha... let my ruo lou yi main de chu lai... so pai seh... haiz...
den by e time I well enuff le, we dun dare go for lect le... cos we go in sure got alot of attention de...
some more e lecter is our tut... he sure will noe us de.... n 3 ppl go in tgt... even worse...so we
go to e table near e lect hall n do tut for ltr de tut...
den when lect fin... we go there act act lyk we got go lect lyk tt cos he als ask us to wait for him to go class tgt de... (cos he scared lonely ma... ) haha... see we so guai...
cos we dun break cher's heart... if not he heartbroken tt we nv 3 guai students nv go his lect... but my friend who is early is v ke lian cos reach at 9.45 am but end up nv go lect cos of me... v. sorry lei... not on purpose de... den when she
call me n hear my voice... (cos my voice soft soft de... sick ma... )
she still thgt I act act cos she thgt besides me got shaui ge... haha... wau lau...
i nt als lyk tt de lor... how come u tink lyk tt of me... tis is called leaving a gd impressions lor... even though after tt i normal forget e face look lyk tt... haha... cos still got others can see... haha... tis technique is called eye beauty... need to norish eyes de osos...
You turned me into a doll.
Went to sch for my IS proj today... at first thgt got set up booth de but den some probs arose so give up on e idea... den went there to print fylers onli... so thgt finally come go home le after rotting there for so long... received a call fr my IS friends saying tt there still got lesson....
went there den saw grp presenting.. thgt is presentations... after tt cher say since we tis 2 grps are not ready, we can present next wk... n she nv scold us... so surprise... den ltr say got
individual tok... n realised 1 interestings things....
cher tok longer to guys den gals n those more easy on e eyes de... tok even longer... when getting up to leave le... cher still keep toking to e person lyk hoping e ppl ask her out lyk tt n tok some more... haha... so we
wait there for another 2 hrs b4 she fin wif e grps tt had presented n said since we hav not present
so we can do tis next wk...
she asked us on our team updates b4 she released us... n tis time round
she was so gd to us tt I found it too weird n strange... I cheng shou bu qi her kindness out of e sudden... cos normally, she wld hav attacked us on everything de n tis time, she is ok wif everything... in e end, I still prefer her picking on us... cos is normal to me le... everytime b4 IS lessons , had to brace myself for her scoldings de... den now no more scoldings le... cant take it suddenly... haha...Ltr at bus stop, say tt mayb cher has liang xin fai xian so she become gd to us but is too late le... impressions is there le... or mayb juz now, when she doing e indivaldual thing, we tok bad abt her n she has hear us so she b gd to us... onli go hm
ltr den realised e truth cos need do survey so she b gd to us, in e hope tt we wld say her gd... (abit tink too much le here... heex...)
finally after rotting in sch for alsmost 4 hrs n end up porduce nth, home sweet home le...
You turned me into a doll.
Tok to some friends recently n find tt they oso met ppl who r wasting their time alot n yet e person does not seem to realise it n my friends end up getting so angry abt it...
Lets call tis ppl 'A'...
'A' lyk to ask ppl out to meet for projs n stuffs ltk tt... yet when asked meet wat for wat, cant say clearly, if not say till everything is so well done, yet e end prdt is terrible... somes times my friends went to sch for an hour or less or more den 2 hrs juz to print papers... sickening.... if not say gg to hav a booth or organize a tok but in e end, e place n time are not booked so end up oso cant do anything... N my friends were complaining tt how come got ppl so dense de, dunnoe need to book booth or places den can use de... tink juz can anyhow use.... dun noe ask lah... den when asked if everything done, say till so nice but when can faint....
n realise tt tis soceity is civlised de cos my friend hear tt some ppl when see e q is long but juz wan buy 1 drink or print one paper onli, can go up to others n ask can let me go in front first de... mayb tis ppl juz tink abit simple onli... dunnoe u normally wont not do tis de unless they not using or haben settle amoung themselves yet....
some ppl oso too honest le... when asked how get e ans for proj or tut or watever, can really say things like: not sure, anyhow do de, copy fr ppl, etc... end up e cher oso not sure wat to do wif tt ppl...
some ppl lyk dun noe a handphone can use as u moved abt de cos saw some ppl when call or sms can juz sit there or stand there until everything done le den can move de...
You turned me into a doll.
Went down to sch to meet up for hi club things... say met at 11 am de end up alot of ppl (ky, time, xin, ada n me...) oso late
cos is hi club policy to b late for everything... haha... but still got ppl on time de... (celissa- expected n carl-surprise... heex...)
tok n disscuss for a long time den ky n carl left for theirs things n we stayed back to settle e things n we
had to sign to celissa n tim for everything tt we say... found it v hard cos i als nv sign as i tok de... n normally if need to sign to them i als sign short short things de...
after tt, we all left for lunch...went to e strectch of e prata shop there to
hav kolo mee.... (
v nice...) but e chili not spicy de n end up alot of us keep adding on e chili as we ate... tim more fightening.... (lyk 1 mothful of noodles wif chili... )(
even ada who dun take chili... haha...)plan to go out wif ada de but den she got prog ltr on so we nv go out wif her... end up onli xin n i go out tgt... she went to shop ard for her friend's bdae present... I walk walk ard... ate e soya ice cream at Mr. Bean... (v. nice)... e tau sai ping is nice oso n shaped in e shape of bean de... v cute... haha... ltr walk walk, den go lib to rest b4 gg home... we try to sign in lib oso den ppl look at d to it le... haha... end up borrwing a bk (see... I v guai n hardworking de... heex... )hm to read... but fin e whole book le n i cant reali understand wat e story is trying to say... home sweet home finally...
You turned me into a doll.
I tink if I blog abt tis, ppl will surely tink i'm selfish de... But den if I got help them den I will b consider stupid n easy to manipulate by them lor...
Ok... tis is how it goes....
I acc my mum to e market.... e stuff we wanted at tis counter has finished le so e ppl asked me to go to e other counter n get it fr there... ok... so i went to e other counter but den e ppl there oso too de chun jing zhi le cos e ppl shuan bian get more of tt stuff den ask me to bring it to e other counter...
reject them point-blank lyk too bad so i laugh laugh a bit den i go off le... cos dun noe how to reject lor.... i
i relate tis to my mum ltr cos she go buy other things den my mum say u r smart not to help them... n i oso tink so cos if help them like they can slack while i help them do their work... n is none of my biz in e first place anyway... so not help them is correct de....
You turned me into a doll.