First day of attachment
not feeling v nervous or excited or nth... juz scare will b late on first day tt all...
went early to find e place in case... turns out my co. is v near e mrt... haha...
kill some time looking for toilet b4 went up n look for the person-in-charge...
my attachment mate was there alr when i reach... wanted to start a conversation in e first place but failed since she does not seems or wan to open up an conservation...
sat there looking ard b4 gg for e p-i-c, she brief us on e structure of e co b4 bringing on a tour ard e co n intro us to e ppl whom we might hav come in contact wif... got alot of NP grads there, n all fr same course de...
after all e intro n all, we r left wif our dept...she is wif e singapore dept... i'm wif e new market dept... due to space contraints, my desk is placed quite a distance fr my dept... however, today i sat wif them first since i'm new got alot to new... left me alone is not a gd idea for them... since my rights to e folders n software all tis r still being approved so i'm asked to do checking of e amt n notes to f/s, n some filing all tis....
got a little scared when close to lunch time, cos i hav lunch partner(s) n i dun noe how to go to any of e food centres... but luckily, my dept asked me to join them cos i'm alone since not eating wif e other gal...
when close to knocking off time, i dun dare leave cos none of them r leaving n e boss is still there yet... n none of them asked me to leave lor... but i finally gathered my courage n asked to take leave after making sure tt my task r not urgent...
feeling abit lonely since no one to tok to... n cant chip in anything on first day... find tt watever learn in sch is diff de...
You turned me into a doll.